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I
live in Austin, Texas, "the live music capitol of the world." The
household includes my wife, Joan, and a menagerie of dogs & cats.
My four kids have all flown the coop. Kim & Grady, my true adults,
are grown and have families of their own. Katie and Andrew, my rebel,
continue to sow their wild oats (good for them). |
By trade, I'm an
addictions counselor. I began working in that field in 1983, the
same year I earned my doctorate degree in
Educational Psychology from The University of Texas at Austin. I founded Solutions Addictions Counseling & Treatment
Center in 1985 and ran it until 1994, when I sold it to
an international hospital corporation for probably more money than it was
worth. Solutions continues to
operate today under the name La Hacienda's Solutions. And I'm
happy to say that it's still a top notch treatment center.
Following a
two-year break from the addictions field, during which I
completed the first draft of High Bottom Drunk, I went to
work for Austin Recovery Center, a large non-profit addictions
treatment conglomerate in and around Austin. I
served as ARC's Clinical Director and then Director of Adolescent
Services until 1999.
Another two-year
break gave me time to finish writing and editing HBD. I
shopped it to publishers for a while, and had several good bites.
But those companies wanted complete control over the book,
including its contents and title. At the time, I didn't need the
money, so I decided to form my own company--Small Change
Publishing--and publish
it myself.
After about a
year of marketing and selling HBD, I joined
the staff of The University of Texas at Austin as Coordinator of
Alcohol & Drug Education. That was in 2001. I left UT in 2008 to
manage a large federal grant that serves families who are involved in
the child welfare system as a result of the parents' substance abuse.
It's a great job working with an exceedingly challenging population.
I worked on
High Bottom Drunk off and on for a long time. I
actually got the idea for it in 1990 while on a solo hiking trip
in the Colorado Rockies. It was 'a God thing' as we say in
recovery meetings. I prayed for direction for my life, and the
book, including the title and opening paragraph, popped into my
head. I promised myself right then and there that I would write
it. I never doubted that I would, even though it took me awhile.
People ask me how much of High Bottom Drunk
is autobiographical, and I tell them about two-thirds or
so. I'm not so anxious to say exactly which two-thirds it is. I'm
afraid that if I did that, my mom might disown me. And I'm not
kidding about that. On the other hand, the book's perspective on
addiction and recovery is fully my own. It represents what I've
learned over the years from my own dumb mistakes added to the
wisdom that I've culled from other addicts, both those in recovery
and those not yet there.
High Bottom Drunk
is not a "pretty" story, though it certainly has its beautiful moments. Real life addiction, and even real life
recovery, never is particularly pretty. The story is honest, though--brutally so,
perhaps. I felt as though it had to be. I've seen too much fluff
that misrepresents the true nature of addiction & recovery. The
thing is, I respect and fear addiction. I respect and love
recovery. I wrote and helped publish High Bottom Drunk: A
Novel...and the Truth about Addiction & Recovery in an effort
to help people walk away from the former (addiction) and into the
latter (recovery).
So... what's on my personal horizon? Well, I'm very slowly but surely working on a second
novel. The working title is Elephants
in the Living Room, Tigers behind the Doors. The idea
for the story came to me one night when I was thinking about Steve
Campbell's childhood and adolescent years (Steve Campbell is High
Bottom Drunk's protagonist.). Both of
Steve's parents were alcoholics. His dad was an unstable,
violent alcoholic. I pictured a 15-year-old Steve in his
bedroom, with his door closed and locked, sitting at his desk and
writing in his journal about his lonely, confusing, screwed up
life. I put myself in his place, and because I'm familiar
with his circumstances, I started writing from his perspective. Before
I knew it, I was hooked, and Elephants in the Living Room,
Tigers behind the Doors had been born.
At first, I
thought it would be a book about adolescents, for adolescents.
It's not turning out that way, though. It's a story
about people, for people. I do believe, however, that adolescents
will understand Elephants... & Tigers.... I know I
would have. It would have helped me a great deal.
If you're so inclined, you can
contact me by email here: croper1(at)austin.rr.com
(not a direct link in order to avoid address being robotically
gathered for spam). I answer most of the emails I get from
people who read High Bottom Drunk. |